Saturday, September 23, 2006
harlo guys.i REALLY have to start STUDYING.
nobody believes i havnt started to study,but owells,
TRUTH IS
I HVNT.
i need to focus.FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS!!!
hopin dat saein this on my blog,
it may juz ACTUALLY WORK.
lol.
right now,im PRAYING fervently that
i DO WISH i hv an ELEPHANTINE memory
to rmb does dumb math formulae, dumb history facts and dumb geog notes..
ARGGH!
im so totally geeked out and exhausted!
there is only three weeks to the EXAMS.
im a nervous wreck.
mainly bcos theres no way i could possibly finish studying!!!
okie. i noe its just sec ones eoy (and its goin to get worse a few yrs down the road) n its no biggie.
but ohmy.i simply cant help stressin myself up.
icant seem be absorbin ANYTHING.
its a VICIOUS cycle.
the more my mind urge me to "HURRY!HURRY!HURRY!"
the more my brain tries to move faster,
n the longer it will take for me to absorb all those frigging facts!
oh no, im really so fucking stressed,
that im goin POSITIVELY INSANE.
okie i admit im no goodie wif StRESS management..
n when it comes smackin into my face
i PRACTICALLY go nuts.
oh my i totally drained.